woah i so long never post le.
today was funtime but i didnt go as i was kinda sick..
but anyways.
jus read mark finished recently..
and mark finishes with jesus being crucified and then he rosed on the third day.
and i was very touched that jesus actually died for us.
for our badbad sins.
and i feel sort of guilty and saddened.
and when i shared with my mum i actually cried.
hahas, dunno why so emotionally this few days.
when jesus was praying (14:36)
he was not wanting to suffer all the pain in the later part of his death.
even though, he had the power to stop everything,
but he knew he still had to go with God's will,
and the prophecy must come true,
and he had to died with so much pain and suffering just for all of us.
and i really feel so much for that love of his..
even that he did no wrong.
it was such a wronged death but he did everything for us.
so sad...
and after realising that reading the bible blindly would do no good for me,
so i asked my mum for the life application bible.
and it really do help in increasing my knowledge of what i read more.
=) but i tink some of the beginning chapters of mark, i didnt really understand la.
so i tink i gotta read those again.
anyways, now after completing mark..
erm, anyone has suggestions for me to read what next?
.. but i tink i shld ask peiling too..
loves. esther =)
today was funtime but i didnt go as i was kinda sick..
but anyways.
jus read mark finished recently..
and mark finishes with jesus being crucified and then he rosed on the third day.
and i was very touched that jesus actually died for us.
for our badbad sins.
and i feel sort of guilty and saddened.
and when i shared with my mum i actually cried.
hahas, dunno why so emotionally this few days.
when jesus was praying (14:36)
he was not wanting to suffer all the pain in the later part of his death.
even though, he had the power to stop everything,
but he knew he still had to go with God's will,
and the prophecy must come true,
and he had to died with so much pain and suffering just for all of us.
and i really feel so much for that love of his..
even that he did no wrong.
it was such a wronged death but he did everything for us.
so sad...
and after realising that reading the bible blindly would do no good for me,
so i asked my mum for the life application bible.
and it really do help in increasing my knowledge of what i read more.
=) but i tink some of the beginning chapters of mark, i didnt really understand la.
so i tink i gotta read those again.
anyways, now after completing mark..
erm, anyone has suggestions for me to read what next?
.. but i tink i shld ask peiling too..
loves. esther =)
2 comments:
Hello Esther!
I am so glad you blogged! And wow, all your emotions! Thank you for being so willing to share about your thoughts!
=)it really warms my heart seeing your thoughts. I really appreciate your efforts to want to blog and even share about things you face. haha about what to read next... yes, ask peiling. you can decide for yourself too, like whichever book you wanna read, just read. maybe Acts or Romans? =D
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