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Fiona: Thoughts

2008-07-10T12:04:00.004+08:00

Hello. Well, I title my post as "Thoughts" because it is something I want to share from my past Quiet Time. I found it really meaningful when I stumbled upon it while flipping through my QT journal. So I hope posting it would serve as a reminder for me as well as all of you. =)

2 Corinthians 3:7-18

"Shouldn't we expect far greater glory under the new way, now that the Holy Spirit is giving life?"

"Since this new way gives us such great confidence, we can be very bold."

Paul here, speaks about the effectiveness of the Hold Spirit- that every one who believes and gets baptised receives this glory of the Holy Spirit.

1. The Holy Spirit musters my courage!

"people's minds are hardened", "their hearts are covered with the veil, and they do not understand."

Veil: pride
Sometimes, my mind is hardened, I'd rather do things my way and think my way. And by thinking this way, I do not understand what God wants for me.

2. Pride draws me away from receiving God's word!

"But whenever someone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. So all of us who have had the veil removed can see and reflect the glory of God . And the Lord- who is the Spirit- makes us more and more like him as we are changed into his glorious image."

We may often question, " Why do I want to change but yet I can't?" Maybe, our veil hasn't been removed. Many a time, we relate things that we can't accomplish/ feel to other things rather than pride. But here, it says that whem the veil (pride) is removed, and when we turn to God's word and the Lord, we will be FREE. Then, we slowly become like Christ.

3. When I remove my pride, I see God clearly and slowly, I become like Christ!

We have been given such a great gift- the Holy Spirit, God's words, Christ who died for us. How can we let pride stop us from receiving it all?

Esther: QuietTime

2008-06-19T14:45:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey everybody.. =D
on tuesday night, watch the passion with all the girls in this blog..
it was a good show overall,
and it really made me to keep on reflecting on myself,
like my sins that actually bought so much suffering and pain to jesus..
and u would like feel so heavy and sad..
like.. ask youself, why did he have to suffer so much..
he was so forgiving..
jesus forgave all of us..
and even to those evil priest and people that assused him..
he forgave them all..

so, when i go on in my daily life,
i kept reminding myself of the suffering jesus had to go thru,
so i caution myself not to sin..
but ehhh..
i forgotten to bring back the disc.. opps. hahas..

and now reading the book of acts..
cos peiling recommended me to read..
read until acts 5..
(sorry i just writing my feelings and summary..)

and i am like so convicted by what the apostles actually done
after jesus was resurrected..
jesus asked them to preach to the world the word of God.

the apostles went ahead with the power of the holyspirit
and boldly taugh everyone..
and they healed many..
and many thousands of believers joined.

and the evil forces of people were still there..
like the chiefpriest and the sanhedrin..
the ones who falsely assused jesus to his death..
now they were jealous of the apostle again,
by the big crowds they have..

they got arrested but God sent angels to free them
and they never stop preaching the word and proclaiming the great news that jesus is christ..

i really admire their spirit
and they will come together to pray when they faced difficulties..

and we should be encouraged by their faith and everything..
they are great examples that we should follow..
and may i follow too..

okays, that's all..
esther..

Venessa: Quiet Time

2008-06-18T14:24:00.006+08:00

Well, since we're all studying for passage to patmos, I'll pick a verse from the few verses we have to learn to do quite time on.

Luke 10: 38-42 ~ Getting your priorities straight.

As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet listening to what he said. But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, "Lord, don't you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!"
"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."

Personally, I am a person that does not get my priorities straight. Whatever I think that is more important is actually not more important. For example, school and church. Obviously, for now I know, I should forsake school. But in the past, I used to think that school is more important than church, which is a very bad thing.

Even till now, I am not certain that I would choose church over school. & I'll still have to ponder about which one to forsake. And I hope that I'll make the right choice in the future and I will be able to get my priorities straight.

God is AWESOME! :D

Cheers, VENESSA.

Fiona: Quiet Time

2008-06-15T23:30:00.004+08:00

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

"But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

Life, now, to me, isn't at its best.
I feel all weak, all least confident, all lost.
It is as if I am dragging two boulders behind my back, lost in the desert.
It is as if my skin is ripped from my body.
(Don't ask me why, but I just feel so)
But here, Paul, is delighting in all the bad that may happen. He is even boasting about it. It just shows his complete reliance on God. This is so much faith.
He even believes that all the challenges are to strengthen him.
How can so much positive spirit be in a suffering soul?
I want to be like him- to boast about my weakness through troubled times so that my Lord's power will consume me. To be vulnerable.

In face of weak times, I usually get so upset and depressed.
But now, I see that God never leaves me and I have nothing to fear or be bothered about my troubles because God frees me, and strengthens me.

Amen,
Fiona.

Esther: Quiet Time

2008-06-07T19:26:00.005+08:00

woah i so long never post le.
today was funtime but i didnt go as i was kinda sick..
but anyways.
jus read mark finished recently..
and mark finishes with jesus being crucified and then he rosed on the third day.

and i was very touched that jesus actually died for us.
for our badbad sins.
and i feel sort of guilty and saddened.
and when i shared with my mum i actually cried.
hahas, dunno why so emotionally this few days.

when jesus was praying (14:36)
he was not wanting to suffer all the pain in the later part of his death.
even though, he had the power to stop everything,
but he knew he still had to go with God's will,
and the prophecy must come true,
and he had to died with so much pain and suffering just for all of us.
and i really feel so much for that love of his..
even that he did no wrong.

it was such a wronged death but he did everything for us.
so sad...

and after realising that reading the bible blindly would do no good for me,
so i asked my mum for the life application bible.
and it really do help in increasing my knowledge of what i read more.
=) but i tink some of the beginning chapters of mark, i didnt really understand la.
so i tink i gotta read those again.

anyways, now after completing mark..
erm, anyone has suggestions for me to read what next?
.. but i tink i shld ask peiling too..

loves. esther =)

Sharon: Blog Skins

2008-06-03T23:41:00.007+08:00

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Fiona: Quiet time

2008-06-02T23:33:00.009+08:00

2 Corinthians 5:11-21

"For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that he died for all, and therefore all died. And he dies for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again."

Father, everyday, I never fail to live for myself.
I want the schedule that'll fit me best, the best job, more money. I am constantly thinking for more clothes, more bags and more shoes. I always think of how people have to treat me, and expect them to live up to my expectations of "being my friend".

Truly, I am this selfish person who is mostly concerned about my thoughts, my infliction, my feelings and my situation in life. But, i really want to strive to live for my Father in Heaven, that things will not be how i want them to be but how He wants them to be.

"So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view.

"that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them."

Lord, help me to love people who've sinned, or have sinned against me.

So many times, i struggle to forgive and love people who've hurt me. But it is by this, I start judging people.And God if was willing to reconcile with every sinner in the world, how can I, a sinner, not reconcile with my fellow sinners?

"We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us

"God made him who has no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God."

God, you mean you want me to be Your righteousness? Help me to really be that of you.

God has loved me so much, that he made Jesus who was so pure and blameless, SIN. That he was punished for all of us, so that we might become God's righteousness. God really wants us to see how important righteousness is, that he wants us to be righteous people (to be saved!).

We often take righteousness for granted cos we think that it is a standard to high to follow. But it IS a standard we must uphold and only by striving to be so, will we please God and be saved.

Our God is such a merciful God, and has already paid off our debt of sin.

I am grateful, aren't you?

Jacinda: God's Chosen Servant

2008-05-30T14:13:00.003+08:00

15Aware of this, Jesus withdrew from that place. Many followed him, and he healed all their sick, 16warning them not to tell who he was. 17This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah:

18"Here is my servant whom I have chosen,
the one I love, in whom I delight;
I will put my Spirit on him,
and he will proclaim justice to the nations.
19He will not quarrel or cry out;
no one will hear his voice in the streets.
20A bruised reed he will not break,
and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out,
till he leads justice to victory.
21In his name the nations will put their hope."

- Matthew 12:15-21

This passage is what happened right after the Pharisees 'plotted how they might kill [Jesus]' (in verse 14).

God's chosen servant has Self-control and a Calm Spirit

It says here that 'Jesus withdrew from that place'. This is strange! Jesus is running away!? But no, I definitely do not think that Jesus was afraid or too overwhelmed by the Pharisees' persecutions and accusations; that is something Jacinda would do, not Christ.

Throughout the book of Matthew, there are actually many accounts of Jesus "walking away". If I do think about it, it is actually more difficult to walk away than to pick to a fight. Instead of saying something nasty back, Jesus walked away. Instead of walking up to give the person a slap, Jesus walked away. Instead of summoning all the angels to defend himself, Jesus walked away.

Jesus never retaliated, but chose to retreat from unpleasant situations. Not because he was a pushover or that he was cowardly, but because he had great self-control and a calm spirit. If I were Jesus and had my quick temper and tongue, I have a good many things in mind that I would have spat in the Pharisees' faces.

But I have to learn to be like Jesus, to 'not quarrel or cry out', but retreat and be composed about my situations.

God's chosen servant is Quiet and has a Gentle Spirit

Jesus will not break a bruised reed, nor snuff out a smoldering wick (verse 20). There is an imagery of already dying objects being taken care of, instead of abandoning them or shoving them aside.

He was not boisterous or showy, ready for the world to receive him and give him glory for being the Son if God. But just as he preached, he showed all these through his actions. Many times, I look at people who are loud and the center of attention, and think that they are leaders. Yet Jesus has proven to the world that he was a beacon for God by being quiet and gentle.

As long as I constantly do what is right for God, people will be able to see that I am different and I will stand out as being like Jesus - a chosen servant. Isn't it easier to go to someone who is calm and gentle, rather than one who is loud and bossy? Who can confide in someone whose moods and temperament sway so easily?

Being like Jesus shows maturity and stability. That is who I want to be!

Fiona: Quiet Time

2008-05-26T13:06:00.025+08:00

One day Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee, and John baptized him in the Jordan River. As jesus came up out of the water, he saw the heavens spliting apart and he Holy Spirit descending on his like a dove. And a voice from heaven said, "You are my dearly loved Son, and you bring me great joy." - Mark 1:9-11(NLT)

Ever wondered why Jesus had to get baptized? I mean, he was sinless right?

In the life application bible, it states that Jesus got baptized so that he could 1.Begin his mission to save people; 2.Show support for John's ministry; 3.identify with our humanness and sin; 4.to give us an example to follow.

This is what Jesus is: an example to us. This really encourages me to look at Jesus as someone as I have to follow, as I read about Him.

Immediately after Jesus was baptized, he was sent into the wilderness to be tempted by Satan for 40 days!! (oh no)

"At once the Spirit sent him out into desert, and he was in the desert forty days, being tempted by Satan." - Mark 1:12

Imagine getting baptized on a Sunday service and then being sent to a place full of sin to be tempted? And the bible says that Jesus WAS TEMPTED. Well, how "nice" huh. I am sure, it wasn't easy for Jesus at all, as he was a man like all of us.

I feel really comforted, knowing that Jesus can relate to me, and my life. My sin's are not what Jesus has not seen before and temptation that strike me are not those that has never tempted Jesus before. And I also learnt that "to be tempted is not a sin." Only, when I give in to temptation and tempt others, do I sin.

I am sure we all face temptations each day: to be lazy, to be greedy, splurge on wants not needs, to not be responsible for out mistakes etc...

But today, I learn that Jesus overcame his temptations as he stuck to God's words.

I really want to let God's words overwhelm me so that I am strong enough to overcome the temptations put before me.

Jesus is our example!!!! He knows!!!

Fiona: Introduction to Mark

2008-05-24T22:55:00.009+08:00

MARK:the book stresses facts and actions rather than themes or topics. It is the most detailed among the four gospels and Mark was written to show the deity of Christ.

So, let's look at the book of Mark, discovering Christ's deity.
(Deity: supreme being.)

Mark 1:1-8
In the beginning of the book of Mark, John the Baptist was introduced and was used to introduce the coming of Jesus.

"And this was his message:"After me will come one more powerful than I, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie. I baptize you with water, but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.""

WOW, so this is Jesus.

So many times, I fail to see how Jesus is one who is supreme, who is on HIGH. But John has complete reverence toward the coming of Jesus and considered himself unworthy of even untying Jesus' sandals!

To me, this introduction of Jesus is just so amazing.

If someone were to tell me, someone like this was coming, I'd really want to know how he really looked like! And true enough, Jesus is the perfect man. (which I am sure we can explore when we read on more in Mark)

I really learn, to see how precious Jesus is, that he is not just a Saviour, but my precious Saviour.

This is really how special and supreme Jesus is.
Let's lead our life, taking every step, conscious of his Supremacy.

Love you all,
Fiona

Jacinda: Reflections on "Grace for the Human Race"

2008-05-21T00:26:00.006+08:00

Hello sisters!

Well, I just thought after Uncle WeeKeong did such an inspiring lesson about the grace of God, I should share what has touched my heart! (:

I guess the one thing that really cut me is the fact that God knows everything about me (who I am, what I have done against Him, and even what I will do against Him!), but yet He has chosen me to be in His kingdom today. He remembers and He knows, but He does not hold these things against me. Instead, He gave me grace to be who I am, where I am now.

I remember how I was in the past, really insecure within myself, but really proud on the outside, because I did not want others to see who I really am. Even till today, this side of me still shows itself, once in a while. I remember how ugly I was as a person - selfish, always delighting in others' sufferings, etc. Coming to think of it, no wonder my friends in school could not stand me!

And I often think to myself how life would have turned out for me, if I were not a Christian today, if I continued with the life I was living, if I were still the same person I was. (You can come and ask me about it)

But I am not. Because God has forgiven me out of His grace and has given me new life! I have since been promised a place in Heaven if I die faithful to God. For all these, I can be grateful to Him! (:

I pray we can all remember the grace that God has shown us in our lives (there are surely many things "that [are] by the grace of God..."), so that we do not get blinded by Satan's evil lies and schemes!

Many hugs,
Jacinda!

Fiona: Thanks Esther

2008-05-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

Esther, it is really sweet of you to post your Quiet Time. =)
One long page some more!!

Anyways, I would like to comment on Mark 10:35.

It is true that only those who have decided to follow God's word and be faithful are those that will be glorified when they go to heaven.

But still, I think Jesus is trying to tell the disciples that being a disciple is not just about the honour you receive, but instead about how much you are willing to sacrifice.

And according to Life application bible, it is said that the disciples actually mistook the "kingdom of God" to be and "earthly kingdom", so James and John wanted to secure a safe place in this kingdom so as to be free from suffering and oppression.

However, the true kingdom lies in the hearts and lives of every follower- so our lives that represent God is a representation of his true Kingdom which leads us to eternity.

Once again, thanks Esther.

Love,
Fiona

Esther: Quiet Time

2008-05-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

yo! esther here..
gonna post now as later i have tuition and i would have no time liaos,
same as for the next few days, i have cca..
and thanks fiona for setting this blog up!
so fast..hehes.

and i also passionate about food okays...
hahas. see me always like to eateateat.. =D
this is bad actually.... xD

so... anways..today i read from mark 10:32-52

i dont really understand from mark 10:35,
where james and john requested to sit on jesus' left and right..
and i jesus replied that it is not for him to decide,
yet it belongs to those whom they have been prepared.

i think he means those who are prepared as in those who are willing to let go anything to follow him, confess their sins, listen and obey his words..
in short, it means that to go to heaven, it is your choice and decision whether to act out the necessary.. (not very sure... )

and jesus also says that (10:43-45) to be the first, we must be servants first, as he himself came down to serve others and not others to serve him..

and futher on in mark 10:46-52,
jesus heals a blind man due to his faith and conviction that truely jesus is the one that can help him to regain sight.
and this makes me inspired as sometimes i may doubt jesus' words in many ways..
and i really admire this man's conviction..

so in conclusion i learnt:
*it is our choice whether to take action so as to go to heaven
*God wants us to BELIEVE

yeahs! this blog is so cool! okays. gotta go le..
esther :)

Fiona: The New Platform

2008-05-19T21:34:00.003+08:00

Yay.
Now we can use this to help spur one another to know God better!

Love,
Fiona